无语了…………

Three years after graduating from Clifford School, I mean elementary school, I went back there for my high school lessons. Actually, when I am deciding to put Clifford School as one of the high schools I might go in the list, I was totally excited, feeling like getting back where I was from after leaving it for years, though it is obviously that Clifford is not a very excellent school in the city, at least not its high school.

But now, sitting where I sounds to belonged, I can clearly feel that frustrated overwhelming me. Days kept passing without meaning, months passed by without a bit of satisfy, shall years pass like that. Where I am standing is not a zebra crossing any more, when the fog fade way, it became clear that I am right in the middle of a plain, a place that thousands of ways to walk out, but also not a single way. Getting confused in a puzzle might be better than where I am now. At least, there is a way to rush.

Those word which a TOEFL writing teacher called Dan Dan in New Oriental taught  us has become unforgettable and it kept surrounding in my mind and I felt I am getting the true meaning of it.

"It suddenly dawns on me that I have to let go of who I am to be who I will be."

It is not about how it worked perfectly with the grammar, it is not about how it used the perfect word, it is about how it hits the deep side of your heart. Letting go is what can't many people do and what I could not do. We gather the authority, the money, the thing that can prove who we are and how we are on this earth. But we forget that we have one thing that we can't wrap it with shinny paper and pretend it is shinny, that's our heart. 


唉……寫到後面，連自己都不知所云了。難得寫了那麽多，又不忍心一下刪了…………索性拿來給大家玩玩。“大家來找碴”，看看我現在一篇這樣的東東會多少…………拼寫問題，詞語搭配問題，語法問題，只要你認爲又問題就提出來吧。本人萬分感謝。內容就54啦……我真的不知道自己在説什麽…………OTL

P.S. 已用WORD把拼寫錯誤掃蕩了一遍了，果然錯了好多…………默 詞語搭配和語法就留給你們玩吧。有什麽覺得能修改得更好的也提出來吧…………（不然TOEFL就糟糕了……OTL）